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“When people hurt you over and over, think of them like sandpaper. They may scratch and hurt you a bit, but in the end, you end up polished and they end up useless.”

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I suppose it’s healing time, because I’ll never be free to run away! Anyways before I turn this blog into a black hole of feelings I’m going to tell you that I’ve started on the review of Cinder (5 stars). I’ve also started reading Scarlet (The Lunar Chronicles #2)! 😀 I also have pictures to share from my latest tour with Five Impossible Minutes in Sweden!

I NEED TODAY TO GATHER MY THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS!

NIGHT; HOPE AT LEAST SOMEBODY IS THERE TO CARE! ❤

~ Sindre

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Getting Everything Back . . .


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Yesterday I got my mac back, and it’s such a good feeling finally writing on it once again. It actually feels like forever ago that I had to send it to reparation. You actually figure out how attached you are to a certain things. Nowadays if you don’t have a computer, you might as well run for the grave, because everything you do… normally goes through your computer. I use my computer to everything, especially school. I suppose that was the hardest part of not having any computer to use, because I had a lot of assignments due in that period of time.

Now that I’ve got my computer back, it’s easier to start where I left off, and I do actually have a book review coming now. I actually got back to reading when I didn’t have my computer always taking my time. I’ve also been working out a lot, so I should actually get around to actually write that post. 😀

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Summer is coming. I feel it coming slowly… I don’t know what your weather has been like where you are, but here it’s been snowing a lot. Today I actually feel like the summer is closing in because the sun is up, and the weather is finally running above minus-degrees Celsius. Another thing I feel is closing in is the date I leave for LA . . . It’s only 95 days 😀 ❤

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Tell Me What More You’d Like Me To Write About?

~Sindre E

The Week Of Hell…


This week has been a very bad week… One thing led to another, and when one thing got wrong everything went along. I have finally, hopefully gotten my luck back. Let’s just hope so.

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I can kick off by saying that the preformance with Five Impossible Minutes went really really well. I got many good feedbacks, and that’s always fun. That’s when I feel like I’ve done a great job. 🙂

I decided to take a day off on Monday, because I was really exhausted, and had been sick all weekend. I got a little bit better, and was ready to go to school the next day. We were going to have two tests one in English (where we had gotten all the pages we were supposed to read, and I did), and one in science that was exposed from last friday to this tuesday. When I were going to go on my mac it decided to click, and start erroring. Which meant that I had to get to my Apple Retail Store to get it fixed.

When I got to the first test in english, the questions we’re so open that I found it extremely hard to answer. There were two questions I couldn’t answer at all. It makes me really mad that a class that is all about language, has tests about facts. How is the democracy in England, and how does the UK work within politics and other incredibly impossible facts I can’t learn in one day! The science test went well, the only down side thing is that we were supposed to have an ItsLearning test (somewhat easy test), but the internet was down so we got a written test which is more difficult test. I got my Mac delivered at the Apple Store, but sadly he had to have it so he could try more the next day.

Wednesday came, and I got a day off from the theater. I got time to exercise and do things I normally don’t have time for. I felt changes in my friend that I talked about earlier in some posts. She’s changed, but I’m not yet sure if it’s in a good way or a bad way 😦 All I know is that she has replaced me with everyone else, and still she spends some time with me… I’ll just let time show what god has planned within that part of my life.

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That day was the last rehearsal day for my ensamble group before we were going to preform at our houseconcert. It went well, but I hadn’t managed to learn the lyrics. Another Mac update. They weren’t able to fix it, but they think that it’s the harddisk that has failed, and I need to send it away for a month to get it fixed… FUCK…

I’m really happy that I got the oportunity to get all my pictures which is every event from two years back… Which would be tragic if I lost them.

Thursday, Freaking out day… It’s the day that I got to preform with my ensamble group… Nervous… During my spanish class, which is getting better I understood that I were having a paper due to next tuesday. I have no computer available, and have exams coming next month and so on… I dialed Apple Store, asking if they lended any macs for me during repairing time. They had, but sadly they didnt have any avaivable at the moment. It’s so typical right? But he was nice and told me that I would get the next one that becomes available.

After school my grandparent kindly bought me an extern harddisk where I could restore my pictures, and it was really pricy. I really don’t know what I’d do without them. I basicly owe them my life.

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Later that evening the concert took place, and I had to sing two songs. It went well, not the best I’ve done, but it’s ok. I got to hear many awesome songs that made me thankfull for studying with these people.

On Friday, school went well. Besides that I was a bit exhausted from everything this week. After school I had a zumba lesson at my local Gym, I were supposed to go with that friend. But she fell asleep so she couldn’t make it. I went home to start spending my relaxing weekend. Since that I’ve been lucky enough to not have anything cray cray happen.

There have of course been good parts of this week. For instance I’m getting my harddisk for my mac for free, because I have insurance. 😀

This will be the end of my complaining 😀 Now I’m off to being my happy self 😀

I actually is using my mothers work computer now so I can do this and my homework. 🙂 Once again OHANA! What would I do without it!

~Sindre

“It’s Not Much of A Life You’re Living”


Busy, busy, busy and busy… I can’t tell you how sorry I am, but time has slipped and I’ve forgotten all about my new blog! Silly me, only thinking of myself! 😦

So it’s only two days away from the premiere of Five Impossible Minutes, I’m so nervously happy and looking forward to it. It’s going well at this moment, and I feel like I’m not far from premiere ready. 😀

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I’m working hard towards my summer body goal, and believe me… so far this journey has been hard, but good! I’m starting to see some results 😉 I’m saving the details for another post I talked about some blogposts back.

Today I went training, and I totally gave it all! I went with my friend Amanda, and we went on two group trainings, Shape & Core Bar. We’re both wrecked now! Can’t wait for tomorrow when I feel stiff and sore after a hard workout…

There’s been a lot at school after the vacation, there has already been two tests this first week, and the third one is tomorrow. Science is actually fun. I’ve learnt to like it, and my grades are going up… That’s really good considering that it’s a final subject at my school this year!

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I’m so looking forward to summer! I’m going to LA in just three months and some days… I feel the excitement and fear coming! There’s so much I’m gonna do while I’m there! I’ve paid the for the school already, and I got my plane tickets booked last week!

Well that’s all I have to share for today… So what are your summer plans?

I’ve always known what I wanted to be, but not how that’ll be!


I can start of by saying that I hate telling people what I wanna be. It’s because I’m so afraid of disappointing people, and maybe mostly afraid of disappointing myself. I’ve actually known all my life what I wanted to do, but not quite in detail… if you know what I mean? I’ve known that It’d have something to do in the entertainment business. I wanna be an actor

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I’ve had this ambition for a really long time, and people say that dreaming is healthy, but not always. For me it’s scary… terrifying in all ways, but still comforting. It’s what I wanna do, I’m inspired of people and personalities. I love digging deep and being someone else. Acting is my way of doing that… It’s my way of taking a break from reality. Feeling a characters pain is lovely, and when I’m assigned a role… I am that role until the role is closed and I’m done.  It’s weird being around me when I’m working, because I automatically become my character and do what my character would’ve done. (enough of that; I might make a post of funny incidents happening when I’m in role)

They say that if your dreams doesn’t scare you, they aren’t big enough”

I’m planning on moving to LA when I turn eighteen or nineteen. Don’t start judging me already… because I feel like that’s what I’m supposed to do. I don’t think that I’m better than anyone, or have a better chance than anyone. I’m only saying that it’s the right thing for me to do. I don’t know why, but my instincts tell me that. It’s what I have ahead of me. Of course I dream of making it in Hollywood, who doesn’t? I’m terrified to get my hopes up, and I believe that’s both important and good. People often tell me that I’m special and unusual compared to many others, but personally I don’t quite believe so though I feel different in many ways. 

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Me as many others deal with insecurity, but of course it get’s better. I’m dealing with it as many others, but still it’s there. Am I pretty enough? Am I talented enough? Am I hot enough? Do people like me? Will I ever find my true love? These are some of the things I deal with. I personally don’t thing I own any beauty at all, but I still know I’m not pure ugliness either. I wanna feel admired like some of the other boys. I often think that since I’m not good or hot/pretty enough I’ll never make it serious within acting. Still I don’t want to give up on this dream. I know that this is what I wanna do… I seriously wanna be an actor...

ImageThe biggest reason that my dreams scares me is all the things that comes in between. Like how will I get an apartment there? How will I survive, get a job and money for rent? Will I ever find the courage to make it my all on auditions? Will I ever be casted? Will I ever find a talent managerIt’s all the pieces that’s needed for it to be fulfilled. I believe that I’ll make a living there somehow, but it’s too unpredictable to think that I can survive being an actor. 

Still I believe that dreams can come true no matter how hard it will be. As long as you work your hardest towards your goals, there’ll always be a light on the other end of the tunnel. I believe that I’ll make a living in LA, if not as an actor, it might be something else. I believe that this is the right path for me, and I promise I will work my fucking ass off to make as much as possible my reality! 😀

I wont call myself an actor before I’m there… I’ll always be an aspiring actor, and I’ll still keep my dream a little secret until I can prove that I’ve made it. I know the chances, and they also scare me, but I choose to not think about it, and just staying positive no matter what. 

What’s your dream, your plans and hopeful future? 

~Sindre 

“Hard Weekend…”

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“I learned the value of working hard by working hard.”
~Margaret Mead

This quote describes my lesson for this weekend. I have been working with “Fem Umulige Minutter” (Five Impossible Minutes) which has been so hard but fun. 

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The reason that I chose this quote is because it describes what I’ve done. I see the results from me spending hours drilling the script and writing a character biography on five pages. It makes everything easier because that way you know your character, and when you know your lines it’s just to drown in your character. Become who you’re supposed to be.

I play a character named Jan Kåre Dale who’s quite the enthusiast. He’s such a control freak, and because of that he get’s into a great deal of trouble when his theater group (that he started with his ex-girlfriend Nina). They are both the leader type who often jump each-others throats. There is a great deal of drama between all of the characters when Jan Kåre’s uncle gives them a great deal. The deal is to make a conference element that lasts only five minutes, and they’ll get 5 500$ (30 000kr). When Nina figures out that his uncle works for Statoil she brings more trouble, and the whole group starts arguing.

It’s the biggest thing except the Christmas Carol show I was a part of that I’ve worked with. It’s been taking all the energy and time of my weeks, and the besides that it’s challenging it’s been fantastically fun. 🙂 I’m very proud that I’ve almost learnt all my 150+ lines, I’ve never had that much lines to learn. I’m so excited for the Premiere in March.

I’ll keep you updated on how this is going, and maybe share some photographs 😉

Hope your weekend have been awesome as well! Whether or not tell me about it! ❤

~Sindre E